General Chatter: Bored Members Get Presidential

[ZethaPonderer]

What are alcoholic beverages mostly made out of? Rotten fruit juice? That's pretty disgusting, but then again so are pickles which are made from rotten cucumbers although those are brined which makes them delicious.

Here's something that might make you despise alcoholic beverages. Keyword being 'might'.

Drinking alcoholic beverages is like f***ing with your dead nanny. Try getting that image off your heads.

Why did I post this again? Oh yeah, my alter ego Mr. Curious wishes to start a nuclear annihilation of committing mass genocide upon cats. Think of the mice and rats alter ego, soon they'll take over the world if you murder all the cats and every single species will cease to exist.

I'm just glad I'm getting psychiatric therapy XD. Have a looooonnnnnngggg way to go.

[Rune]

I'll nominate that for worst post of the thread.

[Assassins]

Zetha might be the only one competing

[ZethaPonderer]

Yeah, sorry about that post. I was off my meds lately. At least I'm getting serotonin levels in my brain which I lack horribly. Feeling loopy now, got to go, take my meds, and get my sanity under control.

[Chaos Wizard]

We actually consume a lot of fermented foods, from grain to dairy. *nods*

Had a Guinness the other day, and eat cheese yesterday.

Don't think too deeply on these things.

[Assassins]

Salami

[Rune]

It sounds like you two think about Swalch's mom a lot. They call her the deli special and she comes with a side of coleslaw, sauerkraut, and kimchi.

[ZethaPonderer]

Ok, I have my sanity back under control... for now. And c'mon Rune that's just rude in comparison to my post which was pure insanity. I'm not sure what you mean by Swalchy's mom, but I'm gonna go on the defense and say she's still beautiful. Maybe not on the outside anymore, but who knows? Maybe she's beautiful on the inside?

I'm sure she's a nice old lady. It's just that getting old sucks. Robs you of your beauty y'know? Sometimes being beautiful on the inside makes a big difference for your life.

[Chaos Wizard]

Oh she's definitely beautiful on the inside...




(Sorry Swalch )

[ZethaPonderer]

Is it just me or does the term "Assassin" sounds strangely perverted instead of what most people commonly use nowadays "Hitman"? XD

To me it just sounds like Assassins won't only buttf**k you once, they'll buttf**k you twice just for a good measure. Hence, Ass-Ass-in. Yeah ik reading too much into this, but it wouldn't surprise me if a porno exists where people pervert the Assassin terminology on a whole new level. (Please don't mention it)

I'm sorry if I ruined Assassins for you. That's not what I originally had in mind. Just wanted to point out how silly it sounds that's all.

Personally, I prefer its archaic terminology "Hashashin" or its Japanese equivalent "Shinobi". Both sound cooler and less funny IMO. Ninja is alright, but its a bastardized terminology of Shinobi which already sounds menacing to me.

Don't think too deeply on these things.

*Sigh* IK. Brb and gotta take my meds. I'll reconsider your advice through PM and see how it works for me there. Still trying to know myself better, but you know what a wise man once said, "Your 'Self' is your own worst enemy". Story of my life Baby steps Zetha, baby steps.

[Assassins]

O.o

[Alpha]

You might want to reel it in a little bit there, Zetha.

[Chaos Wizard]

The Ass references definitely weren't lost on me. I used to just call him Ass myself, but I didn't want to come off as being dicked out since he's my buddy but I'm pretty sure everyone here knows my sense of humor (or rather my penchant for childish lulz).

But indeed, I think more so than any therapist or meds or anything the most effective therapy is understanding your strengths and your weakness, and where those weaknesses come from. Events in your life, in your case you've mentioned bullying, feeling the outsider and so forth and so on.
The realization that you are very insecure as a result of that, and perhaps react in eccentricities as a result of social interaction because of that unease, and a bit of inexperience.

One very important thing to take into consideration and accept is that all of those events, and those thoughts and emotions are past tense my nizzle. They only matter in the sense that they are experiences that have continued to influence the person who you are today for better or for worse. However, you need to isolate those negatives, diminish them, and visualize who and what you want to be, and start moving in that direction.

Easier said than done.

When I joined SFC more than half my life ago I was getting high daily, had two different stints of heavy narcotic abuse, and at least a two or three years long alcohol abuse binge, and much later than that I couldn't control my penis and that at times those things bled into my interactions here. I would regularly get into fights, and obviously I was completely self destructive. I was also a pretty serious asshole to most of the people that I encountered in my day to day life. I'm not so much that person anymore.

However, I've always loved reading, games, history... Just learning in general. I've always embraced charity, felt passionate about social and eco related issues. I've retained those things, and better myself little by little.
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there. Watch.


Again, embrace the mantra of 'give no fucks' when it comes to other people. You are you, and they don't matter. Focus on you.

[Stordarth]

Ass, Ass, baby.

[Corsair]

Buleitt is like

If you have 25 bucks and want something that's whisky and won't straight up kill you, it's not a terrible choice. Like right smack dab in the middle of the road.

I've discovered that I like middling gin, but I also eat pine trees on the regular.

Something something something wood

[Earl]

But indeed, I think more so than any therapist or meds or anything the most effective therapy is understanding your strengths and your weakness, and where those weaknesses come from.

The Art of War, as applied to mental health

[Corsair]

re: fermented food

Kimchi yo. I eat tons of the stuff. It makes your gas something horrendous until your guts get used to it.

[Chaos Wizard]

Earl: No doubt, Sun Tzu should be applied to everything. I try to keep my Nietzsche and Heidegger on the DL.

[ZethaPonderer]

Surströmming and Hákarl anyone? Rotten fish and sharks for everybody. Also, thanks for your post and words of encouragement there CW. I don't know where you'll go, but the least I can do to express my gratitude throughout these trying times is that you helped out a guy with what's left of his psyche through your words of wisdom to fight his inner demons (or evil jinns either one means the same thing really in the long run).

[Chaos Wizard]

The Djinn make promises, you just have to say no.

And a fundamental of theoretical/quantum physics. Information is never truly gone. It just becomes something else. Perhaps you just need to find where the rest of your psyche has gone, and put it to good use?